Cutting off hair in ancient Asia (Japan, China, Korea & possibly some other Asian cultures) symbolizes being banished or rejected from their home. In the more modern age that is now, cutting long hair into a short cut means to forget the past, leaving the old and starting anew.
(Source: cupurinco, via simply-cheryl)
I’m slowly realizing that I don’t need makeup to feel or look pretty. I’m finally getting comfortable with myself without any makeup. I feel great about that! All thanks to my creepy girlfriend. <3
So I totally snuck out of San Jose Saturday night to be with my girlfriend at her Iris Ball (which was in Oakland, I believe) . She was tipsy once I got there, lol. I thought it was pretty damn cute because she kept confessing her feelings to me. I remember when I first got picked up by Chrystal and Cathy. I thought to myself, “Holy shit. Am I really doing this? What if I get in trouble? Ahhh, fuck it. I don’t give a damn. It’s totally worth it to me.” I took a step through that door and everyone there was so friendly and welcoming. It was so wonderful! They were all so nice, I loved it. Once my girlfriend and I made eye contact with each other, we walked up to each other with a huge ass smile on our faces and then kissed. It felt like a little movie scene. Lol, okay.. I know, I’m lame but that’s how it felt like to me. Iris Ball was fun and very interesting. Met a lot of new people and oddly I didn’t feel awkward or anything. I was actually having fun, lol. After that, it was about 1 something and we decided to head home to Hayward but first we stopped by Taco Bell because we were hungry. Then we got to the house, and the moment I step foot into the door it felt like ‘home’. I felt like I was in the right place. Around 4 something in the morning my girlfriend and I decided to take pictures because she wanted to. I couldn’t sleep because I still couldn’t believe that I was actually there with my girlfriend. Instead of sleeping on Skype, we were finally able to spend one night, side by side in each others arm.. sleeping right next to each other. I don’t even know how to explain how I felt at that moment but just know that I was more than happy. Lol, I sound like an idiot trying to explain how I feel but its okay. I like making a fool out of myself. So with that keeping me up all night, I finally knocked out around 7 and sadly I ended up snoring and my girlfriend heard me. -_- Embarrassing.. Woke up around 10 because.. well I don’t know. I just woke up. Lol, while everyone was up getting ready to go out to get breakfast, I sort of mopped around in bed because I was tired. Eventually I got up, changed and went out to eat with them. Then after cruising around, we came back home and I took a nap with my girlfriend. Woke up and laid in bed and messed with my girlfriend for the heck of it. Then it was time to pack up and head back to San Jose. I hate leaving, even if its only for temporally. I’m going to have a hard time sleeping alone in this god damn bed of mine. Well anyways, I got home around 11 and got yelled at but whatever dude. It was totally worth it. Being with an amazing girl like my girlfriend is totally worth it. Worth just about anything and everything. <3
I wish I could come home to her everyday and just wake up right next to her.
